2010/06/02

hypocrite

OMG! this is so unacceptable at all.
we were invited to join this so called bonfire. it was a hell of experience for me. it was my first.

story :
when we were walking at the beach, we saw a group was having a bonfire. i thought of joining it because i haven't got the feeling to have this thing in my entire life. but instead of offering ourselves to join their group. we were called to join them. at first we were hesitated to take part in it. but then, there is one guy kept offering us to join them. without any doubt, we were happily agreed to participate.

i admit, the bonfire was boring but it was my first. so, i can't be too demanding about it. so i kept my mouth shut. because whenever i feel like to give a comment, it would be harsh and a little bit cruelty. but what can i do, the thing that i said is the truth. what for i talk rubbish. what will i get if i talk rubbish? more sin, that is for sure.

back to the bonfire. well, there was quite plenty of people joined the bonfire. the long we sat, the less that joined. i couldn't understand why is that so. so, i just ignored it and get back on the the real bonfire activity. a few games and a few sing along. while im having fun with it, i looked at each of everyone faces. i can tell who is boring, who doesn't like our attendant. so what so ever. but the guys didn't said much about it. of course, because that is so boys.

my watch showed 12:00 am sharp. so, we ended our bonfire with a few of goodbye greetings. yet still, i can tell who is boring, who is enjoying itself for the bonfire and who is doesn't. so what the hell. like i cared enough that time.

back to the bonfire :
the guys took some pictures of us when we were having the bonfire. a few day later, i was told by a friend of my which who did joined the bonfire as well about some of the people there weren't happy in our attendant. ok! i can't say more. because supposedly the bonfire wasn't for us. but only for them. then the friend of my added it disappointment over the bonfire. it told me that there is a few girls talking back upon us saying we are "gedik". ok, that was out of range. i managed to control my temper. it added more saying thing that i should say "budget korang je yang tak buat dosa? tak boleh bla. simpan je tande baik ko tuh. buat ape nak sembunyikan tanduk setan konon nak tunjuk ko baik. tolong la." urgh! why do you need to be such a stupid hypocrite? such a lame. if you just mentioned the "gedik" word only which represent us, i won’t be a mean rubbish talking person out of you.

"cermin muke tuh dulu".


p/s - i feel sorry for you.