makan besar

before i went back to sarawak. mom packed me a two pack of rendang, one pack of sambal petai, four pack of nasi impit and one lemang. i mean the whole lemang which hasn't cut into pieces. mom told me to put them inside my baggage. well, it cause a bad smell afterward. so, i made them as hand carriage. by the time we arrived to the klia international airport, mom kinda nervous about the food. she thought that the security will arresting for bringing lemang? haha. well, as you can see the lemang does looked like a weapon. it made from bamboo. imagine the bamboo shape. hehe. by the time i passed the security check in. alhamdulillah. everything went well.

yet again, i have to travel back to sarawak alone. it's a heartbreaking when you have to leave your love ones behind for 4 years of study. inconsiderable dean. it suppose to be 2 or 3 years. because i got my diploma done already.

back to the story,
while waiting for the plane, i looked at the airport window. i saw a few of workers threw our baggage without considerate what is in our bag. i was so shocked. but what can i do. just sit and stared at their movements.


haha. sorry. the picture doesn't show it clear. but it's funny. after a few of minutes waiting to check in, finally i got myself laid down on my seat. the flight took 1 hour and 45 minutes to sarawak. by the time i have arrived. i have to wait another 2 hours for my friend to pick me up from the airport to unimas. huargh! it was tiring. but not boring. because i met a new friend there. a security guard. haha. very friendly yet caring. haha. at least he made my day. sharp 6pm, finally my friend have arrived. i thought she will let me take a rest in the car. but no. i have to drive. manual pulak tu. huish. but at least i'm learning it again.

after i have arrived to my campus apartment. i called out some of my friends so sit and have a dinner which mom made for me and my friends. the rendang, lemang, nasi impit and sambal petai ikan bilis. before we ate, me and my roomate, kila. tried to figure out how to cut the lemang bamboo. we have tried so many technique. all we got was a smal knife where it use to cut a small things. this thing it's freaking hard,man! godek punya godek, finally we hit the lemang with a knife and a rock.

yeay!


i sliced the lemang into pieces and served it with mom's rendang, nasi impit and of course my favourite dishes, sambal petai ikan bilis.



oh! i'm just like my mom. always looked tidy on the table while preparing the foods for her children. haha.

once the foods were prepared, i called my housemates to dig in. omg! mommy they were enjoying it so bad. they can't stopped flattered your cooking. some kept continued eating it. some were fulled and called it off. haha. just look at them how they enjoying it. haha.

after that, as usual. we went to bed and get ready for class the next morning. haha. for those who weren't fulfilled with mom's cooking. i'm sorry. insya ALLAH, i'll ask her permission to cook like this again and later we can share together.

that is my only routine for all day during my study in unimas.

mom, your cooking are the best. event my friends keep flattering it non-stop. i'm so thankful to ALLAH that i have a caring and adoring mother like you. thanks for everything.


amin..kenyang!!

selamat hari raya aidilfitri maaf zahir dan batin

after surviving a month of fasting. now, it's about time for me to celebrate my first day of Syawal with full of humbleness, new era and happiness. alhamdulillah. eventhough this year i wasn't able to fast 100% full, but i feel much satisfied celebrating raya with my families and friends. but after this i need to start to replace the empty days on the fasting day according to islam modesty. not a burden at all. it's also a good things to do for our sake of health.

so, during this syawal. to all people surrounding me who i accidentally mocked, cursed, punched or any brutal action on past that i had done to you all, i humbly would like to apologize to all of you. as you know, no humans in this world are perfect. doing mistake is already be a part of our daily life nowadays. let us begin with a new life after this and may ALLAH bless our life with faith and purity.

again,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI AND MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

have a good raya everybody!

farewell

it's boring if i am the only one who sit and do the the crying thing.
it's boring if they having the fun, while i am wondering around be like a stupid girl.
it's boring if i let them RULE my world.i wont let this thing happen again.

how life goes on. how far should i go. how fast should run. non of it matter now. because, i am sick and tired being a loser and obey others need. i am off with that life. now, i am hoping for the new adventure in my life where i find it more challenging and more enthusiastic. hell yeah! i am happy. SO DAMN HAPPY!

thank you to all people surrounding me who support me of letting me doing what i love to do most, OUTDOOR ACTIVITIES. you guys the only one who knows me well. and only god can repay your kindness. i have to admit, none of the activities that i dream of doing it and i did it are cheap. it cost a lots of money. but with the patience and believe that one day i can have what i want, ALHAMDULILLAH, i was rewarded all of these things. the hard work that i did are now successful. again, ALHAMDULILLAH.

to ALLAH, YOU are the only one who creates me and knows me well. thanks to YOU, i am still breathing and thank YOU for letting me doing what i like most.

furthermost, i am so thankful to ALLAH that i have friends that do such of these activities. the activities that not all women like to do during their free time. eventhough, there are too many opposition from people surrounding me, i manage to shut my ears off and do what i like to do without worrying their lame point of view. i am not being arrogant, but this is how i express my emotion of happy and interesting feeling whenever the things that not normally women do. i can say, random women only do. YOU CAN DO IT, WOMEN!!

those people that involved in it, i must say GOD BLESS YOU. thank you for pulling me out from the chair and computer. and let me being me. to those who always forbid me to do it, i say. thank you for not supporting me and have fun with your life. i know yours is much happiness but not me. this is my life. and this is how i am being happy beside be with my beloveds family and dearest friends.

thank you

my most favourite activity - wall climbing. (if i have the chance, i wanted to go for rock climbing. insya ALLAH)

illegally scuba diving which conducted by abg joe and was supervised by fikri. (thanks you guys!) maybe there will be next legal scuba diving with my biological brother.

trip to perhentian and snorkeling which it was a birthday gift from abang. thanks abang.

my last dream of snowboarding had finally came true. in japan. the best sport for me during winter season.

p/s : hope there will be another adventurous activities ahead me. definitely i will be joining, insya ALLAH. cant wait for 10/10/10 climb to mount kinabalu and via ferrata which conduct by laili basir. hope it will run smoothly. the next will be sky diving with abg joe. hope i am still breathing and able to do it. insya ALLAH.