they are here. AGAIN!

OH MY GOD!

not to say that god has answered my prayer or anything. but, thank you. this will be the best year of my 2011. why? believe it or not INCUBUS IS COMING TO MALAYSIA! auuwwww. last time they had their first concert here in malaysia was awesome. not to say it was a quick performance but it was AWESOME. speechless. that time, i am really having fun with them. oh! please. do come. i am here waiting for you, brandon boyd. hehe. muax5. hopefully, this one will be the blast one. about the ticket, time and place. they will inform it soon.

haha. really funny

what's up?

i'm so upset with chelsea player, drogba. what is up with him? i'm not saying that chelsea sucks or what but the player itself make chelsea look bad. urgh! but whatever it is, CHELSEA still my favourite football team. you guys are still in my heart. to torres, welcome to the club, brother. yesterday was lame. i screamed out loud to the innocent television. kesian! haha. i should have spent my football time with my mates at mamak's. unfortunately, i have curfew. dang! hopefully my parents will allow me to watch the next match with my mates. so i can scream as loud as i can. dad told me to quiet it down. too bad dad, it's a football. keeping you voice low isn't going to help you to support your team. it is like watching drama melayu je (leleh air mata for 24 hours) if i watch the match quietly. haha. i saluted MU's style of playing. whenever the chances are there, they will fight for it. CHELSEA, update more of your skills please! as far as i can see, CHELSEA have the bright future if they focus it 100%. serious speaking. i heard that, most of ex-football player admitted that CHELSEA can beat up MU for real. they have the chance to beat up MU. but all they need to do is, update their style of playing. CHELSEA! CHELSEA!

anyway, keep up the good works you guys. another gold medal will be ours. ops! i mean yours. hehe. i love CHELSEA!!

p/s - mom and dad were also joined me watching the match. hehe what a cool parents they are right? hehe.

words that prove mom is a chelsea supporter too...

me : dang! what is wrong with you? that is so sucks! i'm afraid they will not going to score even 1 goal la,ma.

mom : how many minutes are left? oh! gee. it's only 23 minutes. they got time. just put some faith on them, dear. chelsea can do it.

me : hehe. ok ok. i can do that. i will put some faith on them.

XD

Nor Aziah Binti Abdullah

24th December 2010.
i've just received a phone call from Aishah Yasin. she told me that i just lost my close friend during my studies at Polytechnic Port Dickson. her name is Nor Aziah Binti Abdullah. at first, it's hard for me to accept her death. then i've just realized that, ALLAH loves her the most and no matter how it goes, i just need to accept her fate. dear, i miss you already.

Nor Aziah Binti Abdullah.
Aziah a.k.a Ogie (her nickname during her time study at Poly PD) is a tough, sweet and most wonderful girl that i've ever met. eventhough her jokes may hurts for certain people. but she can be softy and sweet on the inside. she loves outdoor activities. that is why she joined PALAPES since she's in Poly PD until now. she always busy participating PALAPES activity. eventhough she always busy. but we always have time to sit and chat about guys, studies, PALAPES and almost everything. ogie is a great girl once you get to know her. her style of communication with people might be a little bit harsh. but that doesn't mean she is a mean girl. all people have their own way of communication. no doubt about that. but for me, it was nothing. she was joking around. her words never offended me much. because i had already get used to it. it was nothing. if she is too much, there goes my words too. hehe. ogie loves extreme sports. same goes like me. when we were at polytechnic, she always ahead of me doing all the extreme activities. she did get me into jealousy. gee. but eversince i furthered my studies at sarawak. i started to do the same thing and that makes me i'm ahead of her. hehe. we had been friends for quite a longtime. but eversince i started to work before i furthered my study. while she was busying with her PALAPES. we had hard time to contact each other. thanks to facebook. we frequently keep in touch. there was a time that i conquered mount kinabalu. she took a peek at my photo album. wow! she was quite jealous. hehe. and from there, we started to plan our future crazy trip travelling around the world and as for her she wanted to climb mount kinabalu. i told her WE ARE SO ON! we had tons of planning trip to go for. she wanted to go to thailand, bandung and so much more. i told her, that would be cool. but wee need money to fill up our plan perfectly. so, there goes our plan. i'm keeping it until now. but things suddenly change. when i was on my first semester break. aishah yassin called me. she told me that ogie has passed away. i started to become numb. my eyes teared apart. all flushed out away. i couldn't bear with what i heard. that time, i was out dine with my friend and boyfriend. i couldn't swallowed any food until i got the news correctly. because that time, i still denied upon on her death. i started to call and call the rest of our friends. and it came up to be true. she was gone. innalillah wainnalillah hirojiun. there goes our plan. she isn't here with me anymore. she isn't here to go to thailand and bandung with me. hurm. since she said she was jealous with me that i had been to mount kinabalu. now i'm making a promise to her. that i will go to mount kinabalu again. but this time i will bring HER along with me. i promised. i hope she will support me while i'm suffering climbing the mount kinabalu. may ALLAH bless her soul. place her among with our beloved prophet NABI MUHAMMAD SAW. and may ALLAH forgive her for all her sins. amin.

ogie, i love you. and missing you so much everytime i'm looking at your picture. i'm sorry if i have neglected you whenever you need me to comfort you, accompany you wherever you want to go. sorry i wasn't there to be your crying shoulder. sorry for all the things that i have done to you. all unexpected actions or words that may offended you or disrespect you. laugh as we had all the time. that will always be in my memory. take care of yourself out there, commander.

AL-FATIHAH..

Aziah Bt. Abdullah
(11th August 1988 - 24th December 2010)

p/s - this is the last time i hugged her. hurm