Alhamdulillah

Assalammualaikum,

Okay. I know I've shared so many silly things. But tonight. I feel like to sharing my day with my dearest family performed Ummrah. It happened during our first day of Ramadhan. This year. 2 weeks ; a week at Madinah and a week at Mecca. It was the best I must say terrific and most honorable holiday ever at there. Alhamdulillah. Our dream had finally granted by Allah SWT. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. First time fasting there with family and the rest of ummah. Lovely day. Weather was fine. Though it was a summer. But Allah is The Greatest. HE didn't let us down during performing our ummrah. I can feel the heat came from beneath my legs and flown all the way up to my head. Fuh! So many obstacle. So many trials during Ramadhan in Madinah and Mecca. Do really need to behave while in Madinah and Mecca. Temper was tested. Dehydrated. Bad back ache. Headache. Almost everything were tested by Allah to us. But with a strong faith from us to HIM. HE never let us down. Every second. That is why until now. I miss Madinah and Mecca so bad.

1st week of ummrah. We visited Madinah. We prayed, break fast, sahur, performed terawikh together will all ummah ummrah from all countries. From there. I can feel the bond between you and the rest of them. Are related. With one religion. Islam. I even got 4 gifts from them Alhamdulillah. For break fast. Alhamdulillah. We managed to eat with others. They were so kind. Sharing food. Sharing knowledge. We visited Mount Hira'. Where Gua Hira' is located between the 3 hills. Of course. Not forgetting. Masjidil An-Nabawi. A mosque where our beloved prophet Nabi Muhammad SAW (peace upon him) sanctuary was placed among with his 3 of his relatives (peace upon them). We visited the rest of his followers graveyard. Unfortunately, women are not allowed to enter. Everything were the best memory ever.

2nd week of ummrah. We headed to Mecca. Where we performed our ummrah Before headed to Mecca. We had to express intention of ihram at Masjid Al-Amin. On our there. Challenged was given. Dehydrated. Challenge is everywhere. Alhamdulillah. Everything went well. After 6 long hours journey to Mecca. I woke up and saw The Clock Tower of Mecca. Heart pounding so hard. I was scared with no reason before looking the Kaabah. Probably I've done too many sins. Hehe. In fact, it is Allah's Home. I felt the fear through my bones. To be frank. I did shaking a bit. Before we performed ummrah. Take a rest at the hotel nearby. After break fast. We heading to Kaabah.

There were so many people there. Crowded. Oh forgot to mention. The Arab people. So huge. Big and strong.Okay back to the description. We entered the Masjidil Haram on our right leg. With intention of performing ummrah. It was so crowded. Subhanallah! So many people wondering around Masjidil Haram. Some recite al-quran after performed ummrah. Some did tawaf sunat.
When I entered the mosque. There was it. Kaabah. A beautiful Kaabah exactly in front of me. Me and my brother teared up. Masya Allah! The feeling of stepping our foot on Masjidil Haram was remarkable. Amazing. But still speechless. We did Tawaf around the Kaabah for 7 times. Then headed to Sa'i. Where we did our 7 times walking at Safa and Marwah. Finished with everything. Tears ran down on my face. I did it. We all did it.

Later that day. We visited Mina, Mudzalifah, Arafah. Mount Rahmah. Mount Uhud. Masya Allah. It was the best thing ever that my dream has finally came through. Alhamdulillah. We back to KL 2 weeks before Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Missing the day at Madinah and Mecca. Hopefully me and my family come back again there. Amin..

That is all.


P/S - Here some of the video that I filmed during our umrah. I miss Madinah and Mekah so bad.








Wassalam...

Friend? Duh!

Assalammualaikum,

Okay. I've been talking a lot about this Daus thingy. So, tonight. I'm going to talk about someone that I've know for ages. Not going to state her real name. Just call her Joyah. I wasn't sure at the first place. Should I call this Joyah a backstabber or "kacang lupakan kulit".

The problem started from this. Before we got this miscommunication happened. Joyah and I were close friends. We do. There was one time. Joyah asked for my help finish "birthday" cards. She was incharged with creating "birthday" cards. But she wasn't able to do it on her own. She asked a help from so many people. Apparently they were busied. Some busied with family, other plans or anything. But they already mentioned. They were busied. Joyah called me and begged me to help her. I insisted. Lucky for Joyah. I didn't have any plans. Except helping her. I came to her house. I helped her. She complained. Among of her friends. None of it wanted to spend a time to help her with this "birthday" cards. I felt sorry for her. Without a complained. I willing to help her without any doubt.

This "birthday" cards thingy were like 500 cards. I got blurred. How is she going to finish it within this month. The "party" is next 2 months. I sacrificed my time. Slept at her house. And kept on doing with it. Then she begged me to ask any of my friends that is willing to help her without any payment. So, I called like 4 people. Some were insisted. Some were pretty busied. Joyah complained. Joyah said to me "I swear. If they need my help one day. Help them with this cards thingy. I swear. I wont bother about it. I wont help them." I wasn't agreed Joyah's disappointment. So, I told her "Don;t say like that. No good. Keep calm. Think about how to finish this card rather than think about them. Okay, dear? *smiled*. Be thankful that some did came and help though it was like a few cards."

The next day. We went for dinner together. Joyah, me and our friends. At first things went well. Laughing, eating and tasting each other foods. As usual. Then when Joyah and me sent our friends home. She suddenly got blow out. She pissed about our friends still didn't want to help her. She even said "Don't make me feel like I'm a bad person til I don't even bother to invite them to my wedding!". Yet again. Told her to calm down. She felt disappointed about friends thing. She said she used to being backstabbed by her own trusted friends. She didn't want things like this happened to her again. Before this. Joyah was nobody. I started to get to know her back after SPM. Then I decided to bring her along and get along with my friends. Lucky for her. My friends are very open minded. They accepted her in her own way. So there you go. My friends are her's too. That is why I told her not to say such thing like that. Because I'm pity for her. So, I tried my best to back her up.

After a long fighting and misunderstood. Things went well finally. The "birthday" party went smooth. Friends were there. As you can see. The effort of mine. Never backdown. No matter what. But..

After the party. It has been nearly a year. Relationship between us goes strong until today. But eversince she got finished with the party. I can see that Joyah is change. A lot. She seems to forget about me. She has been protest everything that I suggest or anything. And it looks like my friends focus on her 100%. I wouldn't care about my friends being so friendly to her. I'm doing it because I insist. But with Joyah's attitude. The way she giving advices. Are so rude. This problem started with my own facebook.

Everything that I wrote. Joyah always burst in from nowhere. And approached me with an attitude. To be frank. She always majestic all her own things on her wall where sometime I do feel annoying. Because she is my friend. And I respect her privacy. I just ignored it. There this one time. She off the limits. She was like...I don't know that to say. But every words and actions she did. Giving advice with an attitude. Which people could ever stand with it. So, I made my mind. I burst her wall back with an attitude. I swear. She is one who always forget her friends. Their effort of helping her. Was nothing to her. Whenever she needing a hand. She will begged and cried for it. Whenever she got it. She is just being pain on the ass. Urgh!

I did sacrifice things for her. I did complained this problem to my late father. He told me to forget and forgive. I did. And couldn't careless about it. But this time. She just being too much. I'm saying this out loud. I'm not sincere of helping you with anything. Just because you got my friends. Other attention. But your attitude. Is something I said. You just a piece of shit!

I'm sorry for pissing off. Not to say I'm not thankful. But Joyah wasn't. And I have no doubt of not commented this problem to you. If  have no manners. Look who was the one who taught me.

What a friend. But still. I ignored about Joyah humiliating me. And still go on with our friendship. Because I believe. I'm not that bad person. Just you don't know me well. Ask my close friend. She knew me all long.

Pissed off!

That's all I can say. Watch out your mouth, Lady!

Wassalam...