WHAT??!

Assalammualaikum,
Today I just got a news that some kid just passed away. I don't know who is he, but anyway al-fatihah buat adik Faris Nur Daniel. May his soul rest in peace and may ALLAH place him among the greatest people. amin..

Ok, the question is "What with the kid that you fond to write about?"

You have got to be kidding me?
Does everyone know what is feelings? sensitivity?
I bet no one knows right?
I know it is not good in pointing fingers to others. I myself not saying that I'm a good person either. But not all things you can make a joke on. Then, have you heard about sensitivity? This is what I would like to share. You know that someone is passed away. And have you think about others which is his relatives? his loves one? facing about their lost? Come on man. You are big enough to understand the exact manners. Why you don't apply this sort of manners about this sensitive issues? You can make a joke or not a joke in promoting something to anything. But a family who just lost their love ones? Come on. Please re-check your attitude. This little boy just only 6 years old. Suffered from sickness that we are not having it. Ok, i know it is not your intention of promoting your insurance thing. But please, I hope others wont do mistake like this again to other people. Before you posting something that may relate to death or any other sensitivity issues. Please re-check your intentions before forwarding it. Please be considerate with others feeling. I know it may not be in your shoes, but just understand the sadness that they are facing it.
I pray goodness comes to all of you who are exactly like this, may you find it as a big lesson to be learn.

al-fatihah..


And to the family, be strong. Never stop praying for arwah. ALLAH loves him so much. HE knows what is the best for arwah. al-fatihah..

cute smoky gold eyes!

girl's thing that i want so bad. still on training to get a cute nice smoky eyes.

revenge or reward?

ya ALLAH,
what happen? what is wrong? what with the treat?
human are told to be patient. engaged to not to be a rebellious person. but things went wrong. whatever a person tried to be what they were supposed to be. ALLAH is always testing them. their faith to HIM. their patient. and their religion.

ok, what i'm saying is that. i know writing on blog isn't a good things to do. i don't know who else should i express to. not my family neither do friends. they have no idea what i'm facing. so their answer to every whine that i shared. always..hurm. you know. i always cried to HIM. asking for something. maybe HE also testing my loyal towards everything. but i couldn't bear with it. i'm weak. always weak. beside, i'm out of idea. feel like my mind is dead right now. i don't know what else to do.

"STAY STRONG!!"
people sees me as a strong person. but the fact is, i'm not. i easily give up. back down. and stay as a loser person. because i know, whenever i stand up and fight back what is my right. worthless. i'm always in a bad position. kinda used to be so silent. but when time has come. pretty mean. is this karma? where people talk about? or like i said before, ALLAH is testing me? hurm.

i don't know what else should i do. be. and see. i'm weak. i'm mess. i'm..i'm..always wrong. how i wish i'm a billionaire. drive myself to everywhere. wish i'm a workaholic. forget my problems, start working. wish i'm what people want me to be. so i don't deserve hatred like no one did.

today routine

cleaning up my toys closet. separate toys that need to be given away. organize toys closet. washing dolls' clothes. and...taking picture! hehe. have fun!

everything was taken using 50mm lens with d40 nikon's body camera.

RED!

assalammualaikum,

i was so anxious to have my own lady-look-alike purse. because before this, i wore a wallet for quite a long time. so, i had my eyes on this purse when i was in unimas. what a coincidence at that time it was a big sale and cost me less than the original price. ok, which is crazy. but as usual. i have to ask my parents permission before i buy it. so, there goes the dream purse for 2 months. after i had finish my 3rd semester final. i went back to semenanjung and search that purse directly after departure. sound crazy right? but yeah, i do dying to have it. well, i told mom about it. unfortunately she disagreed. she told me to have hers. to be frank. it looks like an old lady purse. too bad. i'm not into it. so, without hesitated more. i invited my cousin, hanis. accompanied me to go to klcc and buy it. hehe. and now...tadaaa. i finally bought my own purse. red colour. and sweet. hehe..